Sunday, October 10, 2010

8 months old!

Samantha turned 8 months old today, she is getting so big!!! It is amazing how much things have changed. We love her so much, and that love just grows more and more each day. She smiles and laughs at us so much, and hates when you take away a toy she is playing with. She is eating her puree’s and shows no interest in regular solids whatsoever. She now weighs 21lbs and is 29 inches long! We will find out more, including her percentiles, at next months checkup. Thankfully she does not have to have one this month which means no shots, except for the flu shot we will take her to get next week. We are spending more time playing and reading and singing with her than we ever got to before, because we have a great routine down, and she loves her routine. My baby is growing up so fast!

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She has officially outgrown the sink bathtub and we are only using it for the purpose of taking her monthly pictures now. lol

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She crawled two whole steps yesterday, and now today she is going after whatever she wants, specifically mail. lol. I just know she is going to be really crawling within the next month or so!

Sammie army crawling to get mail

Also, today we figured out that she loves to watch her daddy try to "juggle" her blocks. :)

Samantha laughing at Patrick while he attempts to juggle

We have also been taking her to the park pretty often and walking around the neighborhood everyday so that she can enjoy the weather while it is still nice.

Sam swinging at the park

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Dear God,

Thank you for everything that you do for us! You have blessed us so much, and we are so grateful. Thank you for giving us a beautiful HEALTHY daughter, who we love more and more each day. Thank you for giving us each other, and for the love that Patrick and I share. Thank you for our wonderful families and for the unconditional love that they give us. Thank you for watching over us, and reassuring us that things will work out they way they should, however that might be. Thank you so much for all that you do in our daily lives, and for loving us.

AMEN

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Sunday, September 26, 2010

Our First Family Vacation!!!

I just want to start off by saying that we had a really great time. It was definitely a learning experience, but we enjoyed ourselves, and it was so exciting for us that Samantha got to see and do so many new things this week!

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Day One: September 22 (Our 3rd Wedding Anniversary) The Chattanooga Aquarium

Around 6:30 I got up and got a shower thinking that Samantha would be up any minute. When I got out and got ready I was expecting to have to run and get her and put everything on hold. Well, it didn’t happen. Lol. I got dressed, got most of the car packed, and had her bottle and cereal made and waited on her to wake up. Around 7:30 I heard a squeal from her bedroom and finally got our day started. The drive to Chattanooga is only a couple of hours from our house, so it really wasn’t bad at all, and Sam slept most of the way. We got to the Aquarium, Patrick bought tickets while I fed Sam in the car and we were ready to go. We really enjoyed the river side. Sam especially liked the leafy sea dragons, long neck turtles, and big silver fish in the tank with the sea turtle and sharks (mainly because they moved so fast). When we got done with the river side we walked down the street to a BBQ place we like to eat at called Sticky Fingers, had lunch, and went back to the Aquarium for the Ocean side. We had a small hiccup when we got to this part, but it all worked out. We stayed in the butterfly garden for a little while and enjoyed all of the gorgeous butterflies, I don’t know what Sam thought about them, but she seemed happy. Her favorite part of this side was definitely the penguin exhibit. They were barking and swimming and jumping in the water. She was captivated! We just had to buy her a penguin (his name is Perry) and a new penguin book. By the time we got down to the jellyfish, she was ready for a nap, and because it is so nice and dark down there, she fell asleep in the baby bjorn. We moved her to the stroller and walked through the caverns enjoying some “alone” time on our Anniversary. Afterward we went and got ice cream and ended up meeting the nicest couple along with their 7 month old baby girl Sophie, and got to compare some stats. It was really great to talk to another couple with a baby the same age and around the same size as Samantha.

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Happy 3 year Wedding Anniversary!

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Samantha with the Penguins!

After the Aquarium and ice cream, we went and checked into our hotel, and let Sam roll around on the king size bed for a little while. We had just decided that we were going to go get some pizza when I got a text from my friend Amanda, letting me know that Similac had just issued a recall on their formula. We had decided not to bring our laptop on vacation with us, because we didn’t want the distraction (I have a slight nesting addiction). So Patrick called his mom hoping that she would still be at work so that she could look up the lot number from our box of formula, but she was already leaving. She tried looking it up using her IPod, but unfortunately the website kept crashing because of all of the people trying to get on. She did find us a phone number though, so I called it. We figured that we would go ahead and go to dinner and I called the number and waited on hold. I thought that surely they would get to me before we got all the way back downtown and walked over to eat. NOPE. I waited on hold for 30 minutes. It could have been worse, but still. I sat on the phone on hold, worried about what I had been feeding Samantha all day and possibly all week. What a way to spend the first part of our Anniversary dinner. It turns out that both of the cans I had just purchased were part of the recall, and the lady from Similac told me that they would mail me two FedEx boxes so that I could send them the formula, or what was left of it, and they will send me a check for the inconvenience. I was really upset; the recall was issued because of possible beetle parts being in the formula after one of their plants had a bug infestation. EWWWWWW! I really hope that this is more of an err on the side of caution thing, and that I haven’t been feeding Sam bug parts. This was the first time since I stopped breastfeeding that I felt guilty about not doing it for longer. We ended up driving up the road and finding a Walgreens and I bought Sam a new canister of Enfamil formula. We had tried her on it before, but switched to Similac because it was so much cheaper. Now that we are back in town we will try the Target brand Up&Up and see how she does on that. I’m not sure that we will switch back to Similac after this. I know it could have happened to anyone, but I’m leery to use a product that it took a week for them to take off of the shelves.

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After a long and crazy day, we decided to let Sam sleep with us. Unfortunately I didn’t get much sleep, because little roly poly and her daddy took up most of the bed, but at least they were comfy and slept well. It was almost exactly how I wanted to spend our Anniversary, and as long as I was with my two favorite people I was happy! Happy Anniversary Patrick!:)

Day 2: 9/23 The Chattanooga Zoo

Samantha was up pretty early, which is good because it gave us a chance to get up, get ready, go eat our complimentary breakfast (I love Hampton Inns!) and pack up the car all a couple of hours before checkout time. We drove over to the Chattanooga Zoo, which we almost missed because from the road it doesn’t look like a zoo at all. I am used to the Birmingham Zoo, which is pretty large and takes several hours to get around and see all of the exhibits. We went in, used our membership cards for the Bham zoo and got in for half price, and of course Sam was free. :) Walking in, I was prepared to be disappointed, it seemed really small. However, I was pleasantly surprised. As we walked back we saw the Chimpanzee exhibit. Oh my goodness!!! I had never seen animals at the zoo this close, with the exception of the giraffes and a camel. Sam loved seeing the chimps and we stayed and watched them clean each other for a while. Then we got over to the Jaguar exhibit. Again I hadn’t seen many animals this close. It was amazing. The cats kept pacing back and forth, and one even got in the water and laid down. It was so neat! The rest of the zoo was very nice, and we felt like we had gotten our money’s worth just with those two amazing exhibits, and even though it just took an hour to go through the whole zoo it was nice to be able to go do something fun before we had to get back on the road to head to Gatlinburg.

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When we got to Gatlinburg we went and checked into our hotel, we had never stayed there before but really enjoyed the location, the view, and the rooms were pretty nice too. We unpacked and let Samantha roll around on the bed for a bit, and then headed out to get some dinner at Bubba Gumps and picked up a couple of donuts from the best donut shop in “The Village” for breakfast the next morning. We looked around a little bit, but decided it would be best to go back to the room for the night. Samantha actually slept in the pack n play all night, and gave me the sleep I needed to be refreshed for the next day.

Day 3: 9/24 Gatlinburg & visiting with friends

We got up early with Samantha, but just relaxed and enjoyed our morning. We went and shopped on the main street for a bit, then went back to the hotel to let Sam take a good nap with me. Our friend Sara lives about an hour away from where we were staying so she came and visited with her girls. Her daughter Madison is almost 4, and her daughter Tabitha (who I hadn’t met) just turned a year old. We haven’t seen each other in a couple of years so it was great to get to visit, and let our daughters have a little play date. We went out to lunch, and then walked around outside for a bit, and then went back to the hotel for a while to continue to let the girls play. After they left, we went back out to the Village and shopped a little more, and went to dinner in Pigeon Forge at the Apple Barn. It was a good but hot and tiring day.

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Day 4: The Christmas place and heading home

Saturday morning we got up when Sam did, as usual around 7. We all got ready and got packed up, and headed to Pigeon Forge to do some outlet shopping. We got a few things for Sam, and some shoes for Patrick and headed to the Christmas Place. I love this place! It just screams happiness with lights. :) We got 5 Christmas ornaments for ourselves, and some presents for a few other people. The best thing is that they had a Santa Claus so we let Sam go sit with him. She was doing great, until she realized that I was taking pictures instead of holding her, and lost it! The pictures were cute, but I felt so bad. I am hoping that with this trial run that when it comes time to go visit Santa at Christmas time in a pretty little Christmas dress, that she will be her happy little self, and we will get some good pictures. Afterward, it was time for some lunch and the long drive home.

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The first two and a half hours of our trip home, Sam slept so hard that she snored. When she woke up, she was pretty happy. I sat in the back seat the entire way home so that if she started getting fussy I could try to entertain her to keep her calm. It worked for a little while, but she needed a break, so we got out and grabbed a bite to eat, gave her a bottle and some veggies and a chance to move around freely. We only took about a thirty minute break because we didn’t want to get home too late, but in retrospect, we probably should have given her a little more time to not be in the car seat. Another hour on the road and she was unhappy, but not screaming or crying. I kept singing every nursery rhyme, church hymn, and Christmas song I could, along with lots and lots of clapping. About 45 minutes away from home, she became inconsolable! L We pulled over to get some gas, change her diaper, and just let her move around for a few minutes. I held her and bounced her and played, but we had to get back on the road. It was awful, she screamed, and cried, and scratched, and kicked for the next 30 minutes. She was fighting sleep, and even though her eyes were shut the whole time, she wouldn’t give in. My poor baby! When we got home, I pulled her out of the car, Patrick went and changed her, I got her a bottle and she was OUT for the night. I put her down in her crib, and it was official, we had survived our first family vacation, even though just barely for the last half hour.

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Overall, we had an absolutely amazing time. We enjoyed our time together as a family, and Samantha got to do see and do so many things for the very first time! We were so thankful to get to take this time together, and are looking forward to our next vacation, and are hoping that next time we won’t have as many hiccups. However, if we do, as long as we are together, nothing else matters. :)

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Dear God,

Thank you so much for everything that you do for us. Thank you for letting us celebrate so many amazing things this week. Thank you for letting us go to my old church’s 50th anniversary celebration last weekend, and for letting so many of my old church family finally meet our precious daughter. Thank you for allowing my old pastor bless Samantha at communion. It meant so much to me, that one of the most spiritually influential people I know was there and was able to bless her for you. Thank you for giving Patrick and I such a wonderful relationship and marriage, and for letting us celebrate our 10 year dating anniversary and our 3 year wedding anniversary this week. Thank you so much for reminding us that because of your love, and ours, we have our daughter who we care for more than we ever thought possible. Thank you for allowing us to take this vacation and for giving us 5 wonderful days together to do what we wanted to, and helping us to escape from the craziness that can envelop us in our everyday lives sometimes. Thank you so much for our amazing families and friends, and for their love and support. Thank you!

AMEN

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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

TEETH!

As some of you may know, Sam has been a very cranky little girl the last couple of days. Well all of that crankiness was due to cutting her first tooth, well teeth actually. She had two break through today! My baby is growing up!!!! Ofcourse she isn't done yet, they still have to come all the way through, and she has a whole mouth to fill up with these little pearly whites, but I was such a proud momma today! :)
This is the best picture we could get, I had to hold her lip with one hand and hold her tongue back with the other, while Patrick snapped the picture. lol

Monday, September 13, 2010

ABC's of me

I saw this on a blog that I follow and thought I would enjoy filling it out. :)

A is for AGE - 26
B is for BED SIZE - Queen
C is for CHORE YOU HATE - cleaning the bathroom
D is for DOG'S NAME - Don't have one, but the last one I had was Princess
E is for ESSENTIAL "START YOUR DAY" ITEM - Sammie, she is my little alarm clock
F is for FAVORITE COLOR(S) - Pink and green
G is for GOLD OR SILVER - Silver
H is for HEIGHT - 5'7"
I is for INSTRUMENTS YOU PLAY - I played flute and piccolo in middle and high school
J is for JOB TITLE - Stay at home Mom
K is for KIDS - Samantha Noel
L is for LIVING ARRANGEMENTS - Bought our first house in September of 2009
M is for MOTHER'S NAME - Sheila
N is for NICKNAMES - Stef, Stetnie, Nie
O is for OVERNIGHT HOSPITAL STAYS OTHER THAN BIRTH - Just to give birth to Sam
P is for PET PEEVES - Liars, I absolutely hate being lied to.
Q is for QUOTE FROM A MOVIE - "It's a girl dragon" Shrek
R is for RIGHT HANDED OR LEFT HANDED - Right
S is for SECRET CRUSH - John Krasinski (Jim from the office, I love geeky funny guys)
T is for TIME YOU WAKE UP - Whenever Sam does, typically around 6
U is for UNDERWEAR - Lane Bryant
V is for VEGETABLES YOU DISLIKE - Brussel sprouts & turnip greens
W is for WORKOUT STYLE - Ugh, gotta get back to this, just started back on my diet
X is for X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD - Sinus (sinus infections suck), ankle (just twisted), back (threw it out)
Y is for YESTERDAY'S BEST MOMENT - Spending time with my family, giving Sam her first bath in the big tub
Z is for ZOO FAVORITE - Giraffes & Sea Lions

Now, if you read this, you have to do it on your blog!

Tag, you're it!

I've been tagged with a survey by my friend Stacey @ You+Me=Three

So, here it goes....

1. What's your favorite dessert? (Feel free to provide the receipe!)I love chocolate chip cookies. I make them from the recipe on the Nestle bag, and use my stand mixer. I haven't made any since I got pregnant with Sam, but plan on doing so for the holidays when I have Patrick home to watch her. :)

2. Coffee or tea? Sweet tea

3. What's your favorite movie? I have so many, but I have to watch The Wedding Singer every time it comes on tv.

4. What did you want to be when you grew up? Or, what do you want to be when you grow up? I wanted to be a mommy, I know it sounds lame, and I don't really have any "career goals" right now, but I really am doing what I have always wanted to do. As for a career, we will see what God has in store for me after my kids get in school. :)

5. Do you have any special holiday traditions? Not really, my mom still puts up her Christmas tree in October. :)

6. If you had the time to plan the menu for the last meal of your life, what would it be? It would be a tie between Thanksgiving dinner made by my mother, or a steak salad and baked potato at a hole in the wall restaurant called Romas in Jacksonville, I craved it the entire time I was pg but haven't had it in a couple of years.

7. What's your favorite book? The Oak Inside the Acorn, it's a children's book that my mom gave me when I got married. I get choked up every time I read it with Samantha. It is all about God's purpose for your life, and being the best you can be.

8. Do you have a hidden talent? I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue.

Stacey's other Questions:

1. If you could travel to anywhere in the world, where would you go? I would love to visit Ireland some day.

2. Which do you like better, cooking or baking? Baking, definitely baking.

3. What type of music do you listen to? All kinds, but my favorite is alternative rock

4. What's your favorite holiday? Christmas of course

5. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert, in social situations I smile a lot, because that's what I do when I get nervous. lol

6. Are you excited for fall? If so, what do you love most about the season? I can't wait! I am so excited for mine and Patrick's anniversaries (10 years together, 3 years married), I love the leaves and smells of fall, I'm looking forward to Sam's first Halloween, pumpkin patch, and Thanksgiving too! :)

7. What websites do you frequent most often? Gmail, googlecalendar, facebook, gp & gpmoms on the nest, blogger, and our financial institutions for budgeting.

8. What is your favorite childhood memory? I remember going to my grandmothers house and I used to play school with my cousin. We even had some english text books and teachers editions so we would grade each others papers. lol. I love you Brandi!

Have fun!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

7 months old

I can hardly believe my precious angel is 7 months old! She is so happy, sweet, and beautiful, and we are so grateful that she is so healthy and personable! We love her so much, and love seeing her grow. This month she has mastered rolling over from her belly to her back and back over to her belly again, she has moved on from stage one foods to stage two foods, is taking baths in the regular tub (now that she can sit up very well unassisted), and is now feeding 5 times a day, sleeping through the night from 7:30-6, and taking 3 naps during the day. It is amazing how much she has grown up, and how much things have changed in just the last few months. I am officially done breastfeeding, I could no longer keep up with my little peanut's appetite, and she is doing really well on formula, so I am trying not to be too upset about it. I made it past my 6 month goal, and am happy about that, and know that I have done the best I could have done for as long as I could.

We have been visiting a lot with family and friends lately, and I haven't had much time for blogging, but hope that I will get better at keeping this updated, at least once a week is my goal. We are planning our 3 year wedding anniversary/1st family vacation soon, and I will definitely have to post pictures and update you on that when we get back. Well I guess that is all for now.






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Dear God,
Thank you so much for everything that you do for us. Thank you so much for our healthy, amazing, precious baby girl and for all that you allow us to do with her. Thank you for helping her to grow into a special child, and for letting us love her so unconditionally. Thank you for allowing me to stay at home with her, and for giving Patrick an amazing job that helps us afford this life for ourselves and especially for our daughter. Please help us to share these gifts with others, not just our friends and family. Please continue to help us grow as a family, and grow in our faith. Thank you for the birth of our friends twin daughters, and thank you for their good health even thought they were born so early. We are so grateful for all of the children that you have created and hope that they all have the love that you have given us. Please continue to bless our other friend with the good news that her baby is continuing to grow so that she may feel our joy in just a matter of months. Please watch over my nephews, especially Jakob. I know that you are with him always, and I have faith that you are taking care of him, even when no one else is. Please help my sister to find you in her heart and realize that she is loved, and always has been, and I hope that one day she will turn her life around when she realizes that she has you, and that because you love her she has everything. Thank you again for all that you do for us, and all that you have blessed our lives with. Please continue to show your love through our lives and to help those around us.
AMEN
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Monday, August 23, 2010

Samantha’s 6 month check-up!

I can hardly believe my little angel is already 6 months old, and she is getting so big! Today we had her checkup and everything looks "perfect" as her doctor says! :) As of today she weighs 18lbs 4oz (90%), is 27 1/2 inches long (95%) and her head circumference is (is huge because it has to hold in all of those beautiful smart brains) 45 1/4 cm (greater than 97%). lol. Her doctor and I discussed all of her motor and verbal skills and she is right on track, and talked about her new food and formula schedule too. Everything looks great! :)This afternoon she slept for 3 solid hours after her shots, but woke up all smiles and doing a new trick with her tongue. lol. We are so blessed to have such a happy, healthy, beautiful baby girl, and thank the Lord for her every single day. Here are a few new pics, hope you enjoy!

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She hates green beans but at least she loves squash!
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Dear God,

Thank you for everything that you do for us. Thank you for blessing us with such an amazing and healthy child. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to stay at home with her and watch her grow. Thank you for giving Patrick the time in the evenings and weekends to bond with her and show her the love that she needs. Please continue to bless us with our health, and everything else that you allow us to have.  Please watch over our family, friends, and everyone else and bless them in their daily lives. Thank you for watching over my friends, and especially for answering one of their prayers with a YES this past week.  Thank you for everything you do for us, have given us, and will help us through in the future.

AMEN

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Friday, August 20, 2010

First comes love...

First comes love, then comes marriage, here comes Sammie in the baby carriage! :) A friend of mine introduced me to picasa, and their collage conglomerate piknik, and I am obsessed! lol. I love collage frames, and now that we have Sam I just can't help myself. These pictures are all from very important times in our life, but I plan on making a longer one that encompasses even more of our special events, so just you wait!The first picture was our first picture as a couple, the second obviously from our wedding day, the third is one of Sam's newborn pictures, and the last one is from Sam's 6 month pictures! I will have details on Sam on Monday after her 6 month checkup, until then enjoy!
 
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Friday, August 13, 2010

6 month portraits and a video

 

Click on the album to view all of Sam’s 6 month portraits!

 

This is just a video of Sam jumping in her exer-saucer today. :)

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Happy Half Birthday Samantha!

I can’t believe she is 6 months old today! I don’t have much else to add, but wanted to share some pictures with you all.  DSC04647

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Thursday, August 5, 2010

My little roly poly!

I just had to share this, now that she is rolling like a pro and I could catch it on video!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

A little bit of this, a little bit of that

Well there has been a lot of stuff going on, some of it good some of it not so good. I’m a positive kind of girl so lets start with the good.

Sammie is getting so big. She brightens my day so much I can’t even describe it. I can hardly believe that next week she will be 6 months old. It seems to have gone by so quickly, and I know that it won’t be slowing down any time soon. She is so adorable, and has really gotten her own little personality. She still gets fussy, and still wants to be held a good bit of the time, but now she smiles at me for the smallest of things, and buries her head into my shoulder like she is trying to hug me. In the beginning I was a little worried that we would never get to this point, it’s hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel when all you know is crying, and feeding, and diapers, but somewhere it just all fades away. The love I have for my darling daughter overwhelms me so much that all I can do is smile and cry and know that it is perfect. DSC04599

Sam has started being able to sit by herself. Usually we use a prop for her to lean toward, to help her keep her balance, but she doesn’t always need it, and we are always close by anyway. She is eating her oatmeal like a champ twice a day, and has moved on from her carrots to her second “solid” food squash. She is so cute and opens her mouth like a baby bird. Now that I am supplementing with formula when we go out, she knows what it looks like and spazzes out in excitement when she sees the bottle coming. :) We got her to roll over from her back to her belly for the first time on Saturday, and then Monday she started rolling over like a pro. I just call her roly poly now! It’s really cute and funny until she does it when I am changing her diaper and am worried about getting “stuff” all over her in the process. lol. She is doing so great, and we will have her 6 month checkup mid August so I will keep you posted on that. :)

Now I guess the not so good news.

First of all, mom’s fall left a little more damage than we originally thought. She went to a local ER right after it happened, but after continuing to hurt for the last couple of weeks she finally went in to see her family doctor. After an x-ray and an MRI it turns out that she fractured her clavicle and has a lateral tear in her shoulder, not to mention the bone spur that was already there. She is still doing ok, and as long as she doesn’t strain it should be fine for a while, but she will have to have surgery to correct the tear.  I am just hoping that she doesn’t overdo it when she gets back in school next week, and that it doesn’t get any worse before she can have it taken care of. DSC04588 Now the really bad news… Jessica is gone. She had checked into a halfway house a couple of months ago after we found out that she had been stealing from my oldest sister and two of my nephews. Sarah told her that she either had to go there or that she would file charges and have her arrested. Jessica agreed to do 30 days at Lovelady Center, and my parents kept Jakob her first month there. My mom took Jakob to go visit with Jessica every weekend so that she would realize that my parents were serious about letting him come be with her.  After the month was up Jessica said that she would continue to do the program and get her life straight, and my parents took Jakob to go stay with her. My parents continued to keep Jakob on the weekends and everything seemed to be going well. The Sunday that mom fell, Jessica took Jakob and left with a man and a woman, and no one knows where she is. I got in touch with her by creating a myspace account and tried to talk her into letting us know where she was, but she is so paranoid she won’t tell anyone, or call anyone. We are all really worried about Jakob, mostly because he has asthma and gets ear infections really often because Jessica smokes and doesn’t take him to the doctor as often as she should. Also, we are worried about Jessica and her unborn child. Apparently she is due with a girl “Makenzie Faith” on Christmas day. Jessica is under the impression that no one in our family wants anything to do with the new baby, but this couldn’t be further from the truth. We love Jakob, and will love Makenzie. Just because Jessica has made bad choices doesn’t mean that we don’t love her, and sure as heck doesn’t mean that we don’t want anything to do with her children. It’s all really sad, so if you could keep them all in your prayers I would really appreciate it.

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Dear God,

Thank you for everything that you do for us. Thank you for giving us such a wonderful daughter and letting us love her so much. Thank you for letting her be so happy and healthy, and for giving me the chance to stay at home with her. Thank you for my wonderful husband and for letting him be such an amazing father. Please watch over my family especially my mom, and help her to heal. Please watch over my nephew, and let Jessica know that we are not against her, we just want what is best for her. Please come into her life and help her to make the right decisions for her and for her children. Please continue to show your presence in my life and to let me show others your love and forgiveness.

AMEN

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